Thursday, December 13, 2012

Bonding again.. :D

I am with my Nay Edith again.. Having fun talking and chatting, eating chocolates and cakes.. It's been a while since the last time I visited her. Check out the photos we had.. Just so HAPPY :D

Sweaty na sa pictorials..
Smiling Nanay Edith/ di ko alam pano iturn right to.. weew!
 Enjoying time together... Nakakamiss din kc ♥

japorms si Nanay oh!

hold the super cute xmas tree :D

naku! blurry ang smile ni ate..

Peace and Love daw..

Nagdikit ung mga fes namin. Puro mga tabachingching! hehehe.
Dikit the sweat. ahaha!

Happy purple cake♥

nanay is looking at our purple something soft, goldilocks UBE Macapuno roll.

hmmm... so sweeeet!
Pose to the max!!!!!! xox
I can't make this turn right :(
Merry xmas above me..
I wish I could go back here.. Thanks to Nikon Coolpix S3300.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Painful GoodBye..

I was sitting alone.... and started to think about her......

She was adorable, cute and sweet that all you want to do is to play with her all day. She was smart, she can easily identify if you're a good friend or not. She was a sunshine in this dark world and a stress reliever. Listening to her laugh sounded more like a breath of fresh air. She was a perfect baby, a precious gift given by GOD..

Andrea Nicole Ocon
It was a sunny day last December 6, 2012 when she had a very high fever. Her temperature goes to 41 degrees Celsius  Her parents automatically brought her to the nearest hospital due to panic. At first, it was a normal fever but it went bad when she chilled and had convulsion at exactly 6 pm. She was treated right away and her fever turned back to normal after bathing her with ice. After 5 hours, she chilled again and had her second convulsion. She was again bathed with ice and injected with anti convulsion. Starting that moment, she can't open her eyes anymore. She remained comatose for at least 3 days. She fought for her life, we saw that. When doctor inserted her pharyngeal airway and begin assisting her ventilation, she easily opened her mouth even if blood flows over the tube. Her pulse was rapid, she was weak but her oxygen saturation is at 99%. We saw her effort of fighting for her life maybe because she doesn't want us to cry and to be worried about her but I think she's really not for us. And for God's choice as the creator of life, end everything to end her suffering. Her life ended last December 10, 2012 at 3:40 am, same time when sorrow and grief started to consume us but we know that she's with God now and she's happy. She's now an angel that will guide us till our last days. God has a plan, we all know that. He won't give us trials that we can't handle. God will always give us reason to help us realize that everything is not constant, may it not be that painful but it will be with the same lesson, about how we live our life. So, we need to enjoy life while we are still alive and love all the people arround us.

Nicole on her 1st Birthday

Nicole with her mommy..

Now, life without her is like a box full of water. No space for smile and happiness. All that we felt is emptiness. We were left with mourning heart. But we need to accept the fact and move on. Though it's not easy, it would be the reality. This is a painful goodbye, a sudden death that crashed our hearts. You know that we love you so much but we can't take you back. You will always be in our hearts forever. Stay happy with God and don't worry about us. You are an angel and that's what God wants you to be.. Merry Christmas. ♥

Friday, September 28, 2012

.. ** i wANt Vacation Leave!!!

   _ i don't know.. i really don't know.. i just want to have a VL, like 5 days VL!!! I want to relax, I want to do the things that I want to do. I want to get out of stress. I'm planning to go out of town or go home (Surigao) this October but I don't know if it's possible. Aside from I don't have money for fare, I don't think my VL will be approved.

** i want to go back to CAUSEWAY, DIATAGON, LIANGA, SURIGAO del SUR coz' my experience there was awesome! 

The picture shows how lovely the place is. I really, really love it! The clear water, the fresh air, the clean surrounding and the view will make you realize you're so blessed you're born in this world. I want to go back here. My goal is to visit this place and stay overnight before the year ends.. Hoping to get the VL!! Really, really need it :'((

Wednesday, September 26, 2012

** dON't fOrGeT to SMILE ::)))

*** SMILE is an expression denoting pleasure, joy, happiness and amusement. Of course we have to smile if our heart is happy, right? But check the additional reasons why we need to smile and you'll get to have lot's lot's lot's of reason not to frown :)

1. Smiling Makes You Attractive. 

We are drawn to people who smile.
There is an instant attraction. 
We want to know them. 

2. Smiling Changes Your Mood. 

Next time you are feeling down, 
try putting on a smile.
Smiling can trick the body. 

3. Smiling is Contagious. 

Smiling brings happiness to you. 
Smile lots. You will lighten up a room 
and draw people to you like a magnet. 

4. Smiling Relieves Stress. 

When you are stressed, put on a smile.
The stress should be reduced and 
you'll be able to take action. 

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System. 

Your immune function improves
Because you are more relaxed.
Prevent flu and colds by smiling. 

6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure 

When smiling there is a measurable 
reduction in your blood pressure.
Smile and you'll see. 

7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, 
Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin 

Studies have shown that smiling releases 
these three and makes us feel good.
Smiling is a natural drug. 

8. Smiling Makes You Look Younger 

The muscles used to smile lift the face.
Don't go for a face lift, just try 
smiling your way through the day. 

9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful. 

Smiling people appear more confident, 
are more likely to be promoted, and 
more likely to be approached. 

10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive. 

Smile. Now try to think of something 
negative without losing the smile. 
It's hard. When we smile our body is 
sending the rest of us a message that 
"Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, 
stress and worry by smiling. 

Life is always good! Do the right things to enjoy it_ stay happy_**